C will leave everything, everyone here in Hong Kong at the end of the month.  She will quit her job and she will go to Australia for some time.  It may be a good solution to her at this moment. 

However, I do not want her to go, I want to have her.  I can do nothing......

Why we have to love in such a painful way?

Just don‘t know, why need a big fight at this time of the year?

In this relationship, I felt so bad.

事實上，解決問題的方法絕對比問題多得多，老天沒有絕人之路，只要自己沒把自己困住，其實很多東西是受到別人的影響，自己也不知不覺中接受了這種觀點。

因為愛，所以放手，因為愛所以離開。

From the rear window, I can see your car is behind me, what a coincidence.

I like this evening.

We have talked a lot.

I can understand you much more.

This evening, went home tiredly, just lied on sofa for over three hours doing nothing. Turned the air-con on with the curtain down, all dark and quiet.  Thought a lot and the head seemed getting swollen.

Wanted to phone, but, hesistated if I interrupted.

I know what I want.

Tomorrow after work, staff photo will be taken.  Have to iron a shirt.

After photo taking, a bit lost what I will do afterwards.  I missed the cooking last week.  Why can't we just calm down to have a quiet dinner?

I steal your time so that I can be with you.  However, in due course, I have to face all your friends and relatives.  I do not get a bit scared.  The worst part is that I cannot get your support.  To you, everything I do is so rotton and so calculated.  Every explanation is just to cover-up. Every suggestion is a conspiracy.

Getting exhausted.

I am just nobody.  I deserve everything, right?

What a deceitful me.....

I have done nothing......or I have done something that cannot gain appreciation.

no passion, no sacrifice, no compromise, no promise, no commitment!

On one side, I was expected to take the full role of your man, however, we could not even go to Festival Walks to watch movie for fear of accicental running into others.