暑假前: 102 磅, 47 kg, BMI: 19.2

開學: 88 磅, 40.5kg, BMI: 16.6

11月: 73 磅, 33.6 kg, BMI: 13.7

現在: 89 磅, 41kg, BMI: 16.8

闊別 Hompy 一段時間了，想不到就在這段日子，我患上自己從未想過會得到的病---厭食症。Since 暑假至11月份，我的體重跌了差不多 30 磅，不過就我而言，減肥比增重快樂得多：看著自己一天天的清瘦起來，心中的滿足感實在不能言諭！直到11月中，我被學校要求見醫生，我才被逼增重，後來在聖誕節期間，我更要入院增肥，這是我一生中最難熬的日子：為了盡快出院，我每天把自已撐得肚子脹如一個有孕三個月的孕婦，飽得連走路的氣力也沒有，我原本聖誕的溫習大計亦因而告吹。

天！我只想增至83, 84 磅。該死的醫生卻要我增重至91磅！這太難以令人接受！現在出院己有2個星期，跌了4, 5磅後又被要求增重！夠了！我不願再受折磨！為什麼我連體重也受制於人？我就是希望瘦瘦瘦！我想吃得清淡，我想用自已的方式過日子！

I am fed up with HOMPY. Therefore I am closing it. Goodbye HOMPY.

I am overjoyed! Both teams I have participated in the music compertition got the Bronze Award. The marks my teams got were 90 and 91 respectively. That was a tremendous triumph! My mother and brother came to watch me that very day too! Indeed I did not know whether there was any one got the Golden Award because 91 had already been the highest mark in the second session of the competition. anyway, Bronze award was enough to make me satisfied.

遊香港迪士尼

Friday I went to ELC. As boring as usual. Ms. Callanan chatted with me. She said my English was good and asked me whether I spoke English at home with my family. God knows my family knew nothing about English! And my English wasn't good at all. Didn't she notice the grammatical mistakes I made? Another surprise was my partner Fiona, a f.1 girl,  was a student of my alma mater. Fiona's English was quite good. when I was in form one, my english was ghastly.  Fiona said a F.1 girl, from LCPS, even came 15 in form. That's brilliant!

2 so-called surprise also happened on Sunday when I was going to the rehearsal and when I was going home. But they're highly confidential.

很想了結自已......經過今天，我知道自已只是裝堅強，無論如何我只是次等產物！

English Literature is a study which helps you to explore the nature of life and human beings. I find this subject rather disturbing because lots of the time, you can't evade from learning the harsh truth  that you are as corrupt as the nature of the characters in the novel or the persona of the poems.

From Wuthering Heights, I can see the strong resemblance of evil nature between myself and Heathcliff.  We have the same pride and shame to lower ourselves. From Emily Bronte's poem "I am the only being whose doom",  similarly, I find myself so alike the poet, who had been despising the inserity , sevility and hollowness of all the others but then discovered she herself had no exception.

Wuthering Heights is a real art of Literature. There are no absolute judgements of the the characters. That echos with the idea in the poem "I am the only being whose doom" which there is no perfect person on earth, even the good ones have their corruption, the only difference is whether it is in extreme.

There is a scene in Wuthering Heights telling though Heathcliff tries to make himself decent, he is still rejected by Catherine and the Linton children because he's from the lower class. Lots of the time, I try to improve and change myself, but nobody ever really appreciate my effort for the unchangable qualities I am born with. Although that saddened me, by the power of time, I have learnt to accept facts and swallow the misery. Only when the slightest hope is abandoned, you won't have the pain of loss.

Violin Competition Rehearsal

It seemed to me that playing in a group was far more demanding than solo. My mates were brilliant. Especially 文傑, He was the only one who could stand on the last minute when we were playing Canon in D. It was obvious that he looked down on all of us as he grew impatient whenever we played wrongly. I do hate him! Actually I hate all boys. They're only disgusting showoff. And they always talked nonsense to make themseves sound smart. Say, 文傑 called the piece "Phamtom of the Opera" " " Well, we used to called it "Phamtom" . He might think calling it  "" made him different from all of us.

Fortunately, still, there was a girl called Pinky. Actually not as sweet as her name. But I do like her seriousness and silence. Therefore I chose her as my partner for the Paganini piece. She has a little cousin who is also one of our group members. He was not happy as I did not ask him to be my partner. But girls are more reliable and I don't really like having too much contact with the males..

The rehearsal's a nightmare. I played horribly. But I may have to go again on SUN. HATE IT! HATE IT!

Chinese Unseen Dictation Maths Test English SBA Oral Assessment + PA Test

I failed Chi Dict. I am used to it. So no feeling at all. Goodbye!

I got 28 out of 30 for Maths Test. Just couldn't believe that crazy Agnes got 29! So I did not feel a single bit of merriness.

Pathetic. Agnes and I were in the same group for the SBA Assessment. She tried to be the leader of the discussion only that her "sweet" voice did not make her sound like a leader at all.

Just had my PA Test this afternoon. While we were all discussing the answers, Agnes burst into tears which shocked everyone. Patty thought she was caught cheating. But that's impossible! What could you cheat for PA Test?  Then I learned from Volly that she cried for a small mistake she made. Ha. She probably wanted to get full mark so she can challenge Melaney 's position of top student. See if she would go to madhouse when her ambition fail.