
To Seek Filled
Cut my hair, start a new life.
I sang K with my crew friend in TST last night, I think it is not really sufficient, none of alcohol was drunk. I had to drive, so forget it.
This coming week is a chance to start a new life. I will be stronger.
Even it is not psychologically filled, I have found the direction, and I am trying to follow. I know something cannot make me filled and it is material only, not mentally fill.
Anyways, to change my believe and accept others' believe, to change my character and accept others' criticism.
To wish travelling in June.


Busy and Fucking Busy
It is very busy today, coordinated the interview, then meet the staff members in China UnionPay, busy and busy. I do not prefer this type of life, I want my real life with friends and relaxation.
最後致沉淪慾海, 無慾無求~


看透
早前某君跟我說寫日記, 讓大家都可以互相了解, 於是久不見天的Hompy得以重生。說起來有點像交換日記, 不過我對王貽興沒有好感。
"天荒地老 最好忘記 笑也輕微 痛也輕微 生老病死 相聚分離 身不由己 心不由己"真的沒錯, 這不是男女之間的情感, 而是人生之道, 單看生老病死就能知道。
想不到經一事後, 短短數天我開始做到, 看透。其實生活就是這樣, 凡事不要太在意好了。
某某君對我說別人不理解不明白的, 就不要跟他說。其實在我眼裏朋友之間是互相分享, 分享生活點滴, 不明白不認同的, 都可以聆聽, 嘗試站在對方的立場看看想想, 可能會明白, 可能可作出回應。
不過凡事都不要緊, 因為我明白我不能控制別人的想法, 只能改變自己的思想。
某某君又說我所遇只是小事一樁, 他說他看在眼裏的很多都是小事。但其實在我眼中每事都大小不一, 有大事有小事, 因為生活裏是大小不一的, 是亦是世界之最。把每事看小似是很化, 但大小事看得輕微, 其實更富足。
從前"人生早已看得化也可怕", 但原來"不要怕只要信", 今天我信!!


English Lesson Today
Cold weather with slight rain, is like as a mood of upset, but people wearing many and bright clothing, so do I.
Wake up is the morning, then did the coursework until 3.
After the meeting with an asshole, took a high tea to relax and waited for the lesson time.
In the class, sat with young people and foreigners. Foreigner is so funny as a kid.
I hate erotic sight from others, don't look at me like this.


Down Mood Today
Haven't written my blog so long, nearly a half and one year. Somehow I want to record of my life, let me keep going on.
When getting up, I felt down mooded. Maybe it is the side effect of taking pill. You know I am fat enough, have to keep lower weight.
Also I discovered something today, I believe my sixth sence is accurate, almost correct everytime, I msut find what I want to know accorrding the sixth sence everytime. But the result should be sad for me.
I hope the side effect don't influence me too much.


Lesson 5 in placement
I am so happy to find some new product that could help mummy a lots, thanks God for point out the direction.
I got a new misson at CMC today, I have to build up a database for department purchasing, I LOVE maintenance department.
有新任務不再無聊,但將要Busy,不過有挑戰性,好開心。
Allen再提及"乾坤大挪移法",好有興趣好想學,有10式的。仲有做任何事要先有標準方針,可不要做事不得其法啊!!!學管理原來真係要跟Allen學。
同mummy see doctor, 個doctor is so great, he showed us all details and presented clearly, make us have more confidence. It should be stable, I trust "Selected Vegetable".


Lesson 4 in placement
My saying "淚兒落下不留名 唯有血汗定功成"
第8天的placemnet, 見到很多學到很多,遇到好上司好同事, 加餐餐free lunch。
從環境保護要多種植物外,知道原來植物在夜晚上,亦只是吸收少許的氧氣,整晚的呼吸還不及人們吸的一口氣。且而中國每天正以四個香港的面積沙漠化,多恐怖。
要多做運動,被人鼓勵一試去行山。又得知香港三大勝景,大浪西灣、萬宜和海下灣,仲靚過夏威夷。
加個管理人才可用中式法,即三國管理學。劉備是庸才,但卻有猛人輔助,實有其過人之處,要得民心才能令其安份,所以管理人要做劉備。
看過一些網頁,令人不安,信心有所動搖。突然猛然想起有人曾經說過,令人信心動搖的東西就不要接觸,想起時知道是天父的警醒,不要再胡思亂想。
晚上,接過不太如意的消息,害怕擔心。繼而找到新的希望,是主的安排,給予我信心。
互聯網可真是知識的寶庫、學習的田園,不知道我能否成為將來的狀元,但我相信我會是那位...


Lesson 3 in placement
The lesson three in the placement, I have travelled the whole CMC and learnt something and got some help.
Do you know how different between T5 and T8?? T5 is 28W and T8 is 36W, I knew T8 with electronic voltage regulator can efficaciously save more money and electricity. And electricity-saved bulb is heated by high level electricity, nearly 1000w. Many knowledge about electricity...
And then Monk helped me to find the Chinese herblist address, I think it is more change to help mummy, thanks Master Monk!!













